When it comes time to get clean, you will have a million reasons in your head why right now is not the best time. That voice in your head will try to convince you that you can keep on the path you are and that everything will turn out fine. Truth is that your life is deteriorating and you are physically and mentally exhausted. The lies and manipulation will get to a point where you do not even know what is the truth or a lie anymore. Every time the phone rings your heart stops because of the terrible acts you have committed. You are worried if someone finally caught on and is about to confront you. Nothing another lie can't cover up. Everyone around you knows you are not the same person you used to be. You finally decide you can't live like this anymore.
Now that your mind is made up, go for a walk outside to think. It is Spring now and the days are getting longer, flowers and trees are blooming and everything is coming back to life. You too can come back to life and stop living like a zombie. You can break the chains from your addiction and live a happy and healthy promising life in just a couple of weeks. Sure the physical withdrawal will be tough. This is why I created CalmSupport. It is not a magic cure pill that takes away all symptoms of withdrawal. What it does is help lessen the effects of withdrawal to a more manageable level. It will help greatly with your anxiety, insomnia, irritability and is jam-packed with vitamins to help restore and heal your body from the damage you have caused.
This is a very exciting time for you. Take some time in your life for yourself. Yes, we are all busy and at times even I think I am the busiest person on the planet. You need to take a step back and look at the big picture. Taking time for yourself and making your health your number one priority is the best advice I can give you. It became crystal clear for me when I had two pulmonary embolism this past August. It was an eye opener that without your health you have absolutely nothing. If this means that you need to take time away from work or the company you run, it's worth it. If you have to take a semester off of school to concentrate on which direction your life is going, you should. We can all come up with reasons for why now is not the right time. Truth is that right now is the only time you have. If you stay on the path you are on, you may never live to get the chance to get clean. That is a harsh reality.